Ariel Crashes a Train

My Thoughts:

This novel in verse puts the reader in the mind of Ariel who suffers from an extreme case of OCD. The first person narration into Ariel's violent thoughts, freaking out about the crocodile, the blood, trying to control reality versus mental instability is a visceral full speed train crash of an experience. I had to stop to breathe, put down the book. The struggle is about mental health, gender, sexuality, religion, family, chaos. But there is also kindness, and loving hope. I have never understood OCD at this level. This is a necessary window, mirror and sliding glass door for teens. No one should have to do this alone. No one. We need to educate ourselves so we can help our students. 

Even if you do not know a student now, this is a must in your classroom library. Period. 

From the Publisher:

Ariel is afraid of her own mind. She already feels like she is too big, too queer, too rough to live up to her parents' exacting expectations, or to fit into what the world expects of a “good girl.” And as violent fantasies she can’t control take over every aspect of her life, she is convinced something much deeper is wrong with her. Ever since her older sister escaped to college, Ariel isn't sure if her careful rituals and practiced distance will be enough to keep those around her safe anymore.

Then a summer job at a carnival brings new friends into Ariel’s fractured world , and she finds herself questioning her desire to keep everyone out—of her head and her heart. But if they knew what she was really thinking, they would run in the other direction—right? Instead, with help and support, Ariel discovers a future where she can be at home in her mind and body, and for the first time learns there’s a name for what she struggles with—Obsessive Compulsive Disorder—and that she’s not broken, and not alone.

Publication Information:

Author: Olivia A. Cole

Publisher: Labyrinth Road (March 12, 2024)

Hardcover: 464 pages

ISBN-13:  978-0593644669

Grade level: 9-12